Daily Prompt: Believe

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What Happened To Uganda, The Country We Were All Proud Of?

The early 2000’s to which most of my age-mates and I gain our political knowledge were great times to grow up into.

The economy was stable, the doughnuts and food were cheap and sizable, education was cheap, we attended  public school thanks to a government that loved us, got to pay less than $10 dollars a term for quality education, electricity was cheap and seldom on leave.

We were really the pearl of Africa and there was promise for more glory

There were few cases of nepotism, we trusted our government and didn’t scrutinize government programs even though some sounded dubious, we sat through tiresome census exercises, went willingly for immunization, as far as the people were concerned, the opposition were a bunch of losers.

As kids  we endorsed government programs without actually understanding them-such was the trust we had for our leaders, anyone who critiqued our “Museveni” became an automatic enemy.

Every helicopter that passed in the skies was “Museveni” and we rewarded to the fading airplanes in the airspace’s with the humble yet noble gift of our voices singing “Amba Museveni” a praise and worship song dedicated to our leader that was no where within the acceptable values of entertaining  but we didn’t mind, we sang along out of sheer devotion to our President.

When in mid 2004 word came out that one of those public school we loved so much (Shimoni Demonstration School ) was going to be sold to an investor we rallied behind our president rubbishing the report as false and watched with disinterest as our parents suddenly became increasingly exasperated with the government.

Ours was not a rationale belief in what facts were available but rather a passionate hero worship of a man we had been told brought peace and stability by waging war on dictatorship and even though in the northern part of the country, a deranged general maimed the lips of his own kinsmen while claiming he was fighting to liberate them we held onto hope and believed in our president.

When a young member of parliament from Kampala Central dashed forward amidst criticism and stood by our parents protesting the sell of our beloved Shimoni, I finally came to terms with the fact that the government had sold our school and I had been betrayed as a child.

I grew sympathetic with the Member of parliament and actually liked him, I didn’t think that throughout his entire political existence it would be a fundraising ceremony for sympathy.

More than ten years past, with an ailing economy, a jobless youth that would rather commit crime than work, an abusive police force that that rewards hooliganism and kidnaps children for the crimes of their parents, and a legislature dominated by greedy individuals representing themselves in parliament and the government still celebrates to the victories of the early 2000s, it is then safe to ask what independence are we celebrating?

to be continued


*In Memory of Kenneth*

Today I walked through Kitgum town,
Saw someone wearing one of those,
Well fitted T-shirts calling for justice on your behalf.
I thought alot about you,
How you loved to fool around and play
In the outskirts of Kitgum town,
I recalled how the hawkers called you their own,
How they gave me a hard time when I came to pick you.

I found myself smiling. Even though deep inside,
I felt like I was dying, a lonely tear dared to desert my eyes,

In mimicry, another one escaped.

Again another one left.

It ran faster than all the others before it.
A few minutes later, others deserted too,
I was helpless, I know it seems careless of me, but I couldn’t keep my tears locked up safely.

I went down Memory Lane and drew a mental picture of you hiding from me,
frightened that I would punish you for stealing sugar,
My mind raced to another memory, more recent, more vivid. Two years ago,
You bigger, you excited over the big news,
A grandson for me and a heir for you,
A “win win” it was, we were all happy,
I felt old as you introduced me to him.
The little mischievous brat smiled at me in agreement, I pinched his nose like I used to do with you, he laughed, you laughed, none of us thought it would be this soon.
We didn’t think death would claim you as his groom, this soon.

Nor did we think they would forget you this soon,
That justice would trot at the pace of a lame tortoise,
We thought you would be appeased even in death,
Knowing that the due process of the law was observed,
Even when the politicians made it tribal,
I kept my silence. Held no grudges against your killer. Or his family.
When they came for “Culu kwor” we accepted them.
All we really wanted, was justice.

Two years later I still hold onto that grain of hope,
Pray everyday that while the world forgets you,
And the earth continues to rotate,
The one who created it doesn’t,
I hope that no mother never goes through my plight,
I pray for peace, I demand justice,

I hope for a better country, I yearn to be safe in it,
Along with my loved ones, friends, family and even my neighbors,
I pray for justice, because revenge is overrated.

The Mob is Never Right

They set your body ablaze and laughed at how fast it burnt, Someone said that your body and Petrol were made for each other, You wailed in denial, writhed in the pain, and begged for mercy, to your last breath you swore that you had not stolen the motorcycle even as the flames on your […]

Sabbatical Comes To an End.

Returned yesterday from my blogging sabbatical in which I went on a reading spree, suffocating myself with lots of writings and really enjoyed the quiet “Me and my books 📚” time as I call it. So I read a couple of awesome books from writers like Agatha Christie, Chinua Achebe, Jennifer Nansubuga Makumbi, Ngugi wa […]

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Note to World, Credit to Mother.

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She woke me up at six-thirty that morning as usual in lieu of the long school day I had ahead, as I left bed, she couldn’t help but get a queer feeling so she asked me whether I was okay to which I replied jokingly that I would be the day no one had to wake me up.

Brushing away my ill-placed humour, she gave my neck a long pat and confirmed her fears that I wasn’t as fine as I thought I was, when I suddenly felt nauseated she sent me to the washroom, closely tracking behind me and standing by the door in case I needed her; which I highly doubted.

I emptied the residue of the previous night’s meal and to my horror realized that there were sizable amounts of blood in my puke, I was vomiting blood, to add insult to injury my body felt light, I was really weak, in the next moments the floor faded in on me and I collapsed hitting my head on the floor.

When I gained consciousness moments later, I was on her back, that woman that I had never seen jogging around Namuwongo streets in sneakers ran with me for a kilometre, panting and sweating, exhausted but never getting tired, that same woman found the clinic closed and attacked the doctor at his house, she wasn’t going to let whatever ailment I had suck the life out of her ten year old.

After threatening the physician over my recovery and confirming that I would be okay, she returned home and prepared my sister for school, continued to be a housewife, a mother, leader and role model, I respect women because I love that woman, happy belated women’s day Betty Lissy, my mother.

Discipline, humility, empathy, hard work, respect and prayer are just a few values instilled into me by that skinny woman, jolly but lethal woman and although sometimes I fall short of her expectations, I can always count upon her forgiveness, because like in the hearts of all mothers who always love their children inspite of all flaws she always has a soft spot for me that is mine, exclusively mine.

To all those women who continue to make a difference in our lives sometimes braving poverty, sickness, abuse, violence and harassment amongst thousands of societal ills, and still raise us their children with love and care, I say to them happy belated women’s day and mother’s day, one day is not enough to express our gratitude.

“All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my angel mother.”
― Abraham Lincoln

Sunset in Kalongo

Not Acholi Enough.

You stare at me with cold dismissive eyes,
Giggle when I embrace ignorance and stare blankly at your eyes.
I can’t understand what your Acholi quote means.
You offer to explain but where is your generosity,
when your eyes glimmer with satisfaction at my misfortune.
In your envy drenched eyes I look pathetic with every word I speak.
You laugh because am a University graduate, because you think
that everyone who crosses the mighty Karuma bridge lives in Kampala.
And Kampala people are star-spangled and posed to know everything.
Those very eyes that always stare at me in awe,
every single time I say “Shilling” instead of “Chiling” detest me.
Yet they almost reveal admiration when I tell you about Kampala:
the walking stairs, food delivery services, and traffic,
You love it when I show you the book that stores photos of everyone,
for hours you talk about how it would be nice to have your name there,
for everyone to see, how impressive it would look if it also included a photo of you,

Holding an axe like the actor in machete,
so I open for you a Facebook account, we are friends for life.
In that amiable moment I get deluded, think that you accept me,
I nearly call you bruh, then the jerk in you takes over.
You see me finger a lump of millet bread.
Then act surprised that a Kampala person would eat millet.
I swallow hard and attempt to smile, me forgives you
Just like “Yecu” did to his killers, begone with the rueful smile already,
Some Kampala folk like me are religious.
Wait!! Did I just call myself a Kampala person?
Now do you see what your categorization had done to me?
My Mukono folks are offended already,
how could I think of Kampala as my place of residence.
Apologies Mukono.

We go out deer hunting with the rest of the youth,
Never hunted before, but if you will just teach me nicely,
I might spear you a rabbit, but when I throw the spear and miss,
miss on my very first try, you laugh, shout it out loud,
on the streams of the Agago river that am a city boy,
like incompetence is posed to be a thing for town dwellers,
again I forgive you, again you repeat it. Again you repeat it.
This time at the dance arena when a firm breasted lively girl,
makes an attempt to wiggle her curvaceous bottom towards me,
you remind her to go easy on me, since I just arrived from Kampala,
Am simply not good enough in your eyes, am just a city boy.
My father’s Acholi blood that flows in my veins is just a ruse of city people,
Am not Acholi enough