I am Ivan and Lord Rhaikara is my more expressive alter-ego who has all these things to say about my anxieties, my relationships and the things that live rent–free in my head.


Like most skinny dudes my age, am going through an experimental phase trying to figure out what to do with my life.

I’m most honest with my pen, still can’t figure out just the right amount to open up but I try either way and don’t be fooled be fooled by the supposed Lordly royalty because the issues I address are mostly down earth stuff.

Am Usually depressed and this is a part of me I’ve gradually evolved into learning to share since it helps other people who deal with and like other people with mental health related illnesses, am more than my mental health issues which I’ve written about in the past.  
I over think so there’s never time to be idle, live with lots of anxiety so it rarely gets lonely over here, miss the good old days so am constantly reminded of my fuck-ups, I tell stories so I get high on my creations.  

Glad to meet you, a follow  would be nice, let’s talk maybe we could be friends.


                                                                                                                                                                 In  weirdness,                                                                                                                                                                                              Lord Rhaikara but also Ivan  .